"The kabbalists teach that
desire is a vessel that holds the Light.
When our passion wanes, so goes the Light. This pretty much sums up a lot of negative patterns in our lives; we have a lack that stimulates our desire, our desire draws Light, we lose our passion, we fall back into lack, our craving is reawakened, and so on and so forth.
A person with a true desire for life has an appreciation of what he has, yet he still craves more. He knows he is in possession of wonderful gifts but he also knows they can disappear at any moment.
He feels full and empty at the same time . . "
I am a high flying girl & I love you & I feel I have so much gratitude . . but can there be more, this is always the question . . I have a tendency to fly too close to the sun & singe my wings. Is this too full? I am learning how to maintain my equilibrium by maintaining this valve of emptiness, a form of decompression. It is so hard to be specific, to let just that much emptiness in without the total pressure drop, the plummet .
*the answer in holding it all, is of course to not hold anything too dear*
. . sucking in the sunshine today, laying low, having forgiveness for myself, remembering that if love is everything, I need do nothing, breathing . . .
* be with me * love *