I realize I didn't really explain how I let the love patrons go. If I could. It is just like everything else.
Sometimes I don't want to but I know in the long run it will give me more than holding on. It is not a dismissal but more of a knowing. Knowing that it was enough, the time together, the hour. If there needs to be more, the opportunity will present itself . .
(like your own presence now, in the love palace, that I so in awe of, your return into my life, a miracle).