the dark before the dawn
today's oracle: the devil (reversed):
it is time for you to break loose from this misery & bondage. you no longer need to accept your situation - move toward liberation & you will emerge happier, with a more developed personality
the change has already occurred - only the "feelings" of sadness, anger or depression remain to influence you
deal with your past, use the knowledge & energy bound up in your experiences - transform them & releasing the energy contained within them. free yourself from your past habits - your ignorance & indecision is a weakness & it is causing this instability - recognize this influence & take the necessary action against it
deal with your problems & avoid emotional outbreaks. being timid will only emphasize your weakness - it is time for you to take the bull by the horns & do your own thing.
the power that seems to be limiting you - is the power that will liberate you
listen to your "inner" voice, go inside - sift out the truth from the illusion & enlighten your mind. your emotional overindulgence has resulted in exhaustion & boredom
***(whoaaaa ~ tla)***
you have gone overboard and you need to find your balance now - start living & stop denying yourself life experiences
if you want to swim again - you must first get in the water and get wet
***(whoaaa x 2 ~ tla)***
this is the paradox of the practical side of what we call evil
it is the denial, the lack of recognition & acceptance that gives it its power, its very existence. only when you cut off an integral part of yourself do you create your dr. jekyll & mr. hyde
be cautious of what you deny
only what you push into the dark can grow unnoticed, reappearing later in disguised form to terrorize you. this can be in the form of immoral or illegal acts by others directed at you or by you at others.


Holy crap, TLA, HOLY CRAP! It's only 9:30 and already you've figured out the shape of my misery and sent it packing [should I choose].
You may write about my life any day of the week, thankyouverymuch. You have a much clearer take on it than I do.
Posted by: susan | June 13, 2008 at 09:38 AM
you don't know how much i love you
& all that without ever having laid eyes on you, beautiful one
xox
Posted by: the love artist | June 13, 2008 at 09:39 AM
Feels like the first time- the very first time... is that Journey?
I'm reading this as 'me' but also thinking of one of the young women in the group home i work in - faking seizures as a way to get attention and be special
Trying to talk to her about her feelings- trying to get her to understand
the power that seems to be limiting you - is the power that will liberate you
how to get it into words she will understand?
Posted by: denise | June 14, 2008 at 02:49 PM