it has been previously mentioned (many times) (excessively) the pdaddy/love artist/pragmatic/intuitive/passive aggressive/hysteria controversy of recent weeks.
before the love artist left town, there was a mysterious 24 hour truce of the most tender, erotic and utopian variety, sequestered away, to be only interrupted by a viewing of the Sopranos . .
in the morning before the love artist left for her plane, she solemnly took pdaddy aside & requested his witness on a communication exercise that has become part of the love artist's extensive amorous life school.* This exercise is to develop a quality of commitment & presence in agreements, both worded & unworded, in essence an an exercise in keeping one's word fierce, clear & strong.
in said exercise, one either gives ones word or has a clear & intentional communication with someone else. this communication is repeated back & forth with touch & then entails the written contract to be signed. it is just practice & needn't be monumental or life altering.
as is her nature, the love artist practices endlessly AND finds everything life altering.
this simple exercise became large & emotional in the precipitous advent of her departure (in addition of course to the heightened romantic ramifications & contractual undertones of her moving into the pdaddy abode & all that had ensued).
pdaddy was very moved by the solemnity of the whole thing & made no additional contracts beyond his tears & vulnerability which in the face of the passive aggressive/female hysteria (see May 19 entry below), was enough of a communication for the love artist.
the love artist contracts:
for the next month I will not complain about the energetics of the pdaddy/love artist relationship and make a vow to be more self-sufficient. I will only ask for help when it is an easily accomplished physical task.
&
(this is a request tla made of pdaddy which he agreed to)
I (pdaddy) will write you an email twice a week telling you something about myself that you don't know.
these contracts were signed on monday morning, may 21. so far so good.
*(for more info on this send private request xtla)
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