sulky boudoir 2

i was a bitch yesterday

well, hardly venomous but a little surly. it's hard when you really practice to love everybody & you believe in the opening behind every moment for learning & expansion, it's hard because sometimes tough love is absolutely necessary because

some people just don't know how to behave

like there is this public meeting that i like to go to & i live in a small town & i have a tendency to make a small ruckus wherever i go, even when i'm in my pajamas & flip flops which is how i was dressed at this meeting last night -- a short little green sundress with ruffles around the bottom that i had been sleeping in for the past few nights & a brown & white striped long sleeve henley, also slept in

for a little town in upstate ny, there is a real street vibe here & it's hard to make your way around without knowing pretty much everybody so there is this guy on the street who calls me

fashion

& when he saw me last night, he said

"where's the fashion"

& who knows, for some reason i wasn't really in the mood for this & what was usually my friendly love artist smile turned & i said

"this is fashion'

in my most aloof voice and then he said

"what's the matter fashion"

& i said

"when you have been a pretty girl as long as me, sometimes you need a break from belonging to the world"

it just came out like that & i think i hurt his feelings but that sulk fit me just fine & made my evening

i needed some space

& i am still feeling it today

just a little bite & the real story of my menace to society will come tomorrow, i promise & i hope you won't be disappointed cause i don't think it is going to be funny

but hopefully it will be educational

Comments

[wednesday f kennedy]

"when you have been a pretty girl as long as me, sometimes you need a break from belonging to the world"

how could you have hurt his feelings with that funny gorgeous line?

oh who cares....imagining the whole thing, down to the slept in couture
too divine:)

[the love artist]

you have been very encouraging coach

in more ways than you could imagine

tho i took it kicking & screaming a bit (inside, no one could tell but it was a tussle)

come back later, you're gonna be all over the place ;)

love you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[the love artist]

oh & the only thing about hurting his feelings that i regretted was THAT I HAD LET IT GO ON THAT LONG without edifying him when it was so utterly boring & annoying . . . peace & love sister