smooth

it is my birthday next week

i have never been good at birthdays before but this one is already different

lately i have this image in my head as i am meditating:

i am smoothing out a starched white cloth & it is me, i am smoothing smoothing, smoothing & i am waiting for an arrival, a gift ~ of what?

i have no idea

but i really really know it is coming & i don't have to do anything more, i have done it all already

yes

i am ready

i truly am

oh & btw, speaking of gifts, they have already begun to arrive . . mr kingsley delivered with some bling just yesterday (see above)