may 15

hump day (and no one was crying)(maybe on the inside)

jon

(I thought you had come last year)
(I felt like I knew you)
(you brought the white tiger & I pulled out the other tattoo)
(rarely seen)(I told you you brought me solace)
(you have made me feel welcome at contact)
(thank you for your smile)
(I told you secrets in a nonchalant way)(unusual even for me)
(resentments)(codependency)(being in charge)
(mafia levels of banishment)(the vault)
(then maybe a soft shell)(maybe)
(I told you about falling in love & you let me gush)
(I sang to you a little bit)(god what was going on)
(I was shy)(I didn't really pull it off)(something good)
(codas & b flat)(discipline)
(you told me about the going out after you broke up)
(one more time)
(you had tickets)
(you said the fauvre requiem was yummy)
(that is one of my favorite words)(vapor is another one)
(you told me you loved music that ended peacefully)
(rather than violently)
(that faded away rather than just ended)
(mahler)(song of the earth)
(the goodbye)
(radiate)